Left Behind...

Sigh.... and another sigh....  A few hours ago, we sent off my brother to visit my sister in the U.K.. I know its temporary and time flies fast but I still feel sad about it. 8 days ago, I was in the same airport saying goodbye to a friend too. I was sad too but I know we'll see each other again and we are in touch via FB. I know it will be the same with my sibs but there is just a general feeling of heaviness that comes with having to let someone go. I don' t know, maybe its the feeling of being left behind. I don't like it!!!! Feels like a double whammy! Some days are just like this but this toughie will be ok. I am thankful for the busy days ahead. So much too accomplish. Maybe, I need a paradigm shift and look forward to their return instead. But argh!!!!! its the waiting that is killing me. =(

ANTICIPATION'S the word!!!!

The "ber" months have started. And while for other countries, Christmas season officially begins after thanksgiving, Christmas season here has already started. Yes, we do have a long christmas season! Heck, I started playing christmas songs already. Christmas is my favorite holiday!

Its gonna be a different Christmas for us though. I have always looked forward to my sisters six week homecoming that starts 3rd or 4th week of November up to New Years Day. That means, we have 6 weeks of Sadie and our family is complete. However, we won't be having them for the holidays because of their recent big move to the U.K. from CPH. Sad but understandable! But like a child giddy with opening christmas presents, I just feel that there will be a different wonder that this christmas will bring. There is anticipation in the air - a wonderful surprise is just around the corner perhaps and I love surprises!  I don't know what it is but I feel that this will be one of the best Christmas ever and I am looking forward to that and while I don't know whats up ahead, i am already thankful. Cheers!

Mind the Gap...

Distractions can turn into Destruction if we don't caution against it. We are faced with different kinds of distractions everyday. Fears, stress, worries, anxieties, relationship and financial issues can blur our visions and the path we tread on to get to our destination. Even good distractions can make us miss out on the Best which can happen. So we got to watch out and stay focused... Mind the gap. =)

I WILL NOT SETTLE...

That is my battlecry! I waited this long. My waiting should be worth it and I know I am worth it! He should be worth my wait. I will not settle for second best or settle to be no.2 because I deserve to be the only one. I don't want to be just someone's option because I am a choice! =)

Manic Monday...

It was indeed a manic monday, not yesterday but last week (July 26,2010) for some reason here in Fort Bonifacio. These things happened all in one day!

 A. A bus that goes around the global city caught fire.
 B. 2 cars got carnapped near the office of the Department of Energy.
 C. That hole in a wall - japanese resto. along Bayani Road got held up. Those responsible got about 100K worth from the owner, the staff and customers.

But God is still good. No one got hurt in the fire. All passengers plus the driver were able to disembark before the bus burst into flames. The cars that were carnapped were recovered. (One is owned by an Ambassador.) No one was hurt in the hold-up too. Of course, its terrible to loose your things but at least no life was lost and no one got hurt too. I also believe God will replace what was lost.

He is faithful! He has always been. =)

Stand By...

I know its almost been a month since my last post.... Its just a busy month and  I'm going through period of waiting, uncertainty and anticipation and I can't seem to get myself to write. There's so much I want to write about though, its just not knowing how to start. The past few weeks require a lot of grace and faith. I know I will overcome. Anticipating better days and good news ahead... =)

Time flies fast....

Today is July 01... Heck! I realized that we just finished half of the year yesterday and the second half just started today. It seems so recent that December just passed and in 2 months, the 'ber' months will begin. Where did the time go? How's your year so far ? What season are you in your life ?... So far my life has been steady. I am on the homestretch of my Academic Race and my focus is just that as it is the ultimate goal for this year. I am hoping to finish before end of this term. In 2 months to be exact. May God enable me with grace and wisdom...