Left Behind...

Sigh.... and another sigh....  A few hours ago, we sent off my brother to visit my sister in the U.K.. I know its temporary and time flies fast but I still feel sad about it. 8 days ago, I was in the same airport saying goodbye to a friend too. I was sad too but I know we'll see each other again and we are in touch via FB. I know it will be the same with my sibs but there is just a general feeling of heaviness that comes with having to let someone go. I don' t know, maybe its the feeling of being left behind. I don't like it!!!! Feels like a double whammy! Some days are just like this but this toughie will be ok. I am thankful for the busy days ahead. So much too accomplish. Maybe, I need a paradigm shift and look forward to their return instead. But argh!!!!! its the waiting that is killing me. =(